Two Headed

Today I feel like the two headed alien in MIB.Because of my auto sclerosis and my allergy to temperature changes I get severe attacks of vertigo and my head feels heavy and dopey.I got medicines for that.It takes a while to get over it

This afternoon I was taking Aunt S to the bathroom and I nearly fell to the floor , I screamed so loud and quickly sat on the nightstand near the bed otherwise I would have crashed down with Auntie in tow.I still took her to the bathroom , both of us could hardly walk and she says;"There is some ice cream, I am going to eat it." And I said "Yes", thinking I hope I can take the next step. She comes up with disjointed sudden things, part of her dementia.

Later on I laughed about it acting out the whole scene to mama and the maid.I went and bought meds, they are so expensive...my illness is really dear to me. Here were all these people enjoying and buying silly stuff and my purse was getting to my head.

Earlier on I saw on TV that Bollywood actor Sanjay Dutt got bail from the Supreme Court and his fans (I 'm really not one) were rejoicing and distributing sweets.So I said what the heck and bought some black and white rasgullas (Bengali sweets), needed the excuse.

These are a variety of sweets on display. Rasgullas are black or while balls made with milk and flour immersed in sugar syrup.

Please pray for my vertigo to go, I really feel ill when I get this spell.